And before you say. Inorge it's just drama. Let me tell you. I've never had drama with this guy ok. I feel sad abou this not only beacuse i wanna say i'm sorry to him. But beacuse i wanna say that i love him and i still do. And before you say. "He's a shit friend" of something like that or even try to harass him. If you harass him i'll BLOCK YOU AND STOP CONTACTING YOU ALL TOGETHER! Anyways. I've even tried harming myself beacuse i felt like i was useless. And honestly rn i still do kinda feel usless. If he here's this i hope he understands how i truly feel for him. Am i dumb? YES.

am i a bit annoying? Yes. Do i get to clingy to friends somtimes? Yes. But i'm still a nice guy and i usually am. I do make mistakes but that's ok because humans make mistakes all the time. Also yes i use to have toxic friends/fans and even a toxic past. But i've changed. And stop contacting with those people. if i made you mad. I'm sorry at least i've tried my best to make you happy. So yeah i hope you understanded how you make me feel. Btw you are still a friend to me. You may hate me. But that doesn't mean i still love you and the memories we had as friends. I know your just gonna ignore me and what i'm saying. but genuinely you will and still will be a friend to me. Hoping you understand.